#there’s a lot i want to do with nina
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nina isn’t dumb but i think everyone forgets that because she spends 90% of her time being boy-crazy. she’ll be tripping over herself in front of jeff and going “kyaaaa (>△<Uu” as she spills all her papers in front of him because it’s how it works in anime and half the words out of her mouth are jeff’s name and how cute he was nearly eating shit at skateboarding or whatever. if she put even 1% of the effort she puts into obsessing over jeff into anything else she could reasonably take over the world but she’s fully content with pining over a shitty joker knock-off and i think that’s beautiful
#icarus speaks#creepyposting#it’s not that jeff holds nina Back from any of these things#she still can and does do them! but her True passion is jeff#there’s a lot i want to do with nina#but i don’t know how far i wanna take it yknow?#cause i could make her love and obsession over jeff something Deep and meaningful for her character#or she could just be a girl with a silly crush!! idk#it’s not that i don’t want nina to have a more serious aspect or think she can’t have one#but the jeff obsession is so. basic? like OBVIOUSLY that’s what people deconstruct and flesh out#i think she should be allowed to be complex And have a silly crush with no deeper meaning other than she’s a teen girl in love. as a treat
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Just Dance night at the Van Eck mansion
#six of crows#six of crows fanart#grishaverse#grishaverse fanart#kaz brekker#matthias helvar#nina zenik#jesper fahey#leigh bardugo#based on that one tiktok#smth silly bc i am in owed art hell x_x#i only went to draw this bc i wanted to draw kaz in a dancing queen shirt tbh#also#i kinda sorta don't wanna draw jesper in anything other than a crop top now#HE LOOKS SO GOOD#nor do i wanna draw matthias in anything other than an elsa frozen tshirt bc#it just makes sense ok#pls appreciate nina's shorts btw i went ham on them#and jesper's sweatpants are what i saw a lady on the bus wearing once#i had a lot of fun w this can you tell
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Coffee and you
Maggie and Nina in Good Omens Season 2
#good omens 2#good omens spoilers#maggie/nina#vinylatte#wlwsource#there comes a special time in every young girl's life where she slams her laptop shut and gives up on trying to achieve consistent coloring#such a magical day#this is the hardest thing I've ever tried it took me like. 5 days#my problem is that when I start a new hobby I want to be good right away rather than going through the process of actually learning#but doing this taught me a lot!! it's not perfect but I'm glad I did it anyway#also if anyone can tell me the source of that quote I would be eternally grateful I cannot find it ANYWHERE other than tumblr#it's a very Tumblr quote but maggie and nina's relationship is deliciously tropey in such a fun way I felt like it fit#ghostlygifs
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ok so i miss when we did bingos of various kinds so i spent the past almost-hour making this bingo board (it didn't need to take that long i was just a perfectionist about it) so i DARE YOU do the bingo board!!! send me urs and i'll do them too!!
i tag the following ppl to do it if they want to with zero pressure:
@andtosaturn @stood-onthecliffside @iftye @likeadevils
@idsb @marielle-heller @cages-boxes-hunters-foxes @maryoliveoil
@dearreader @knuckles-bloody-for-me @youlooklikeasixtiesqueen and @alwaysbethisclose <3333
#and YES i listen to a lot of dad rock okay????? especially the beatles i do love them i must say!!!#WAIT I JUST REALISED I FORGOT BLUE FOR YOU BY NINA SIMONE WAIT I HAVE TO EDIT THAT#sorry band on the run by paul mccartney and wings i love u deeply but u had to be replaced by nina#also just bc i added a poll doesn't mean i don't want to see ur boards!!!!#i just figure some ppl can't be fucked lmaooo#but i want to see them!!!!!!#ok yay i am glad i did this it brought me joy even if my eyes hurt from looking at the screen#aya#if u saw me post this on my sideblog first and then delete no u didnt
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So who is your favorite creepy pasta my is laughing jack
Abandoned by Disney and Godzilla NES!!! For the creeps associated with the slendermansion idea (which I love btw), it has been years since I last read their creepypastas, but just for their characters I think Laughing Jack and Ticci Toby! I think Jeff is INCREDIBLY funny because in the og story he was just 13. To me he made that story up and posted it in the internet. I know him.
#ask tag#creepypasta#creepypasta fandom#like. to me jeff nina and jane are three idiots who share one (1) braincell#jeff made his story up because what actually happened isn't something he wants to share#he did cause an accident that hurt jane tho and they did have beef for a while#and nina to me copied his irl actions#if we're using the slendermansion concept i think the three of them were after the same guy#then all got there at the same time and went “???? what are YOU doing HERE????”#(they were all 18-19 when this happened)#and then slenderman took them in because to me the slendermansion concept works better if its found family#OR a metaphor for kids ending up in bad homes and having to break free of them (in this case is via killing slenderman)#(altho i prefer found family because it's more comedic)#oh wow that's a lot of talk in the tags! anyways if anyone is interested in my creepypasta opinions just send me an ask#jeff nina and jane have friendship bracelets as well. at least to me#source: i made it up
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If you like Kuwei, whatever you do, just don’t think about how he probably grew up isolated from his peers because of his father’s status. How he probably took to reading because no one around him could spare a single second for him. How, when he and his father had to flee the country and were captured by the Fjerdans, he probably realized that what happened to him was a perfect backstory for a main character of some epic story. How, when he had to watch his father try to create a drug that could enslave and kill nearly all Grisha in the world, people just like the two of them, his biggest comfort came from the silly belief that at the end of his story, he too would have everything that he wanted — a family, a lover, a friend, just anyone who would finally care about him. Recognition. Joy. Love.
How, when his father died and he was left alone, a small, delusional, cruel part of him was almost sure that it was necessary for him to then be loved. How, when the Crows came for him, deep down, he fully expected them to be his new family. How, even when everyone was cold to him on the ship, he still tired to convince himself that it was because one of theirs was on the brink of death. How he dumbly tried to tell himself that they won’t actually turn him over to the merchant that wants him because they’re reasonable people. How he spent his days and nights in a cold tomb, pushing down the memories of his now dead father and his grim future, all alone, curled up in a corner.
How he had developed a crush on Jesper, bright, kind, warm Jesper, as if he could do anything else, and then had to watch helplessly as that ray of sunshine ignored him, as he got closer to the boy that had his face. How his skills and efforts were ignored just because what he might know seemed far more important to the people around him. How, not more than two days before the auction where his death would be faked, he got kissed by the man he began to adore and then was disliked for it by the only member of the team that actually tried to befriend him for a while.
How he had to stand tall in front of all the people, all those merchants, the royalty, the warriors, the guards, the farmers, the children, everyone, all the people who came to the Church of barter just to see who he’d be sold to. How he had to trust the six teens who only had qualms about killing him because he was worth a whole lot of money, with his life as different governments called out numbers that could feed the whole world for an entire lifetime. How the last thing that he could’ve seen before he died if the bullet that hit his chest missed his button even by a single hair, was the chaos ‘Brekker and his Crows’ started.
How, when he woke up, he barely had any time to calm down because one of the teens, the Drüskelle, was dead. How he now had to mourn him now, too, along with all that he lost. How, when he was laying down on the ship to pretend he’s dead, he realized that the people he saw as his saviors less than two months ago, and as the thing that he wanted more than life, didn’t care for him at all anymore. That they might even be happier if he died. How, as he neared the sea, he couldn’t help but feel like he’d let his one chance at happiness higher along the canal and that he was now destined for a life of despair.
How, when he arrived to the Little Palace, he wasn’t met with kindness or friendly faces. How he had to hide the fact that the thing he worked on day and night was the cure to a drug that his father had created, a drug that could’ve destroyed Grisha all around the world. How he was their only hope in the war against Fjerda. How he spent his nights awake dreaming of being a part of the family that the Crows clearly were. How he couldn’t seem to fit in anywhere he went.
Most importantly of all, don’t think about the fact that he’d been alone all his life.
#since no one else seems to be rambling about him I had to do it myself#but seriously why do we as the entirety of TWO fandoms sleep on this man so fucking much???#he’s an amazing character we just didn’t get to see him a whole lot#but Zoya’s description of him (as snobbish as he is talented) should be enough to make us go feral about him#like yes he’s a little shit but 1) we love him for it and 2) so is Kaz and we love him too#and there is so much possible angst we can put him through???#and the relationships he’s have with the other characters??? we’re robbing ourselves of the duo that would be Zoya and Kuwei#or Wylan and Kuwei or Nina and Kuwei or Inej and Kuwei or Tamar and Kuwei or—#also he’s one of the most lonely characters in the damn Grishaverse and yet we haven’t done anything with that#(I’m here if anyone else wants to scream about this fifteen years old traumatized inferno (possibly) orphan)#kuwei yul bo#kuwei my beloved#six of crows#grishaverse#wylan van eck#wylan hendriks#jesper fahey#crooked kingdom#kaz brekker#wesper#soc#ck#rule of wolves#king of scars#inej ghafa#nina zenik#matthias helvar#inferni#the grisha trilogy#grisha
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hello, my angels; for those of you who still hanging around and haunting me like the sweetest ghost; thank you. i fucking love you. also, no more terrible or frightening news; i promise! still tumored, but...good humored abt it, i think? sorry to disappear on all of you;
( side note: -- thank you so, so much for your asks; when i am sad, the way that i was, they always comfort me endlessly and help me remember that you mean more than the sum or your parts, y'know?
just...please know, i am very excited to sit down in a little while and answer some -- thank you for leaving them even if it feels like you're talking to the wall; please know i have felt more seen in some of your ask messages, than i have with any eyes on any human being.
thank you, thank you, thank you.
no bad news to report! good ol' uncle nina just got a lil...depressed. :/ ( unfortunate bipolar and not awesome brain growth side effect, ) BUUUUUUUUUUT, MY LOVES!!!! BUT I AM PUTTING ON SOME MATTE BLACK LIPSTICK AND I AM GOING TO KILL THIS MOTHAF-
With Kindness...And...Pacifistic Resistance.
BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECAUUUUUUUUUUSE ITS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTHOBER, BABY BABY!!!!! *alexa play season of the witch by lana del rey* AND IF I DONT GET TO TALK ABOUT THE BOYS GOING APPLE PICKING??? LIKE??? THE PUNKIN PATCH??? HEEELLOOO AND MY PERSONAL FAVORITE:
JERSEY KYLE ( NORMIE SCAREDY CAT KING ) BEING FORCED TO ENDURE SCARY EMO BOYFRIEND HALLOWEIRD THINGS ( THATS THE PRICE OF HAVING A GOTH BADDIE BOYFRIEND! CRY! COPE! ) SCREAMING LIKE A LITTLE GIRL AND LEGITMATELY BEING THIS CLOSE TO ENDING IT ALL WHEN AN AUTOMATED SKELETON POPS OUT AT HIM AT SPIRIT HALLOWEEN. <3
#nina speaks#sorry i am truly not sure who is even around but thank you for keeping the faith baby i have been having a rough time#BUT RAVENSTAN ENDURED HORRORS AND I WILL NOT LET THAT GO CELEBHATED DURING HIS RISE TO POWER#AKA (RAVEN)STAN SEASON AKA HOT TOPIC THOTTY BOTTOM AUTUUUUMN AKAAAAAAA GOTHTOBER BABY#hoooooooooooo also whoever saw my pinterest boards / aggressive pinteresting it helps me when i am sad#also yes i was being insane yes i think about them in college a lot post rm it means a lot to me i'll elaborate soon#also whoever asked about k...inktober...i cant promise anything you can send me stuff but it might not be what u want#or on time or done...idk do whatever you want my friends ill answer that ask in a little bit too anyways ilysm#thank you for hanging in there with me; hyh -un
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Nina attempting to force Matthias into doing a Princess and the Barbarian bit for a scheme but it's not quite working out because he is dying of embarrassment over the impropriety of it
#six of crows#matthias helvar#helnik#nina zenik#crooked kingdom#this round on 'canon? I don't know her--- I just know of matthias and nina getting roped into lots and lots of little schemes by kaz#because nina is a pretty good actress ; kaz doesn't actually want matthias involved because he is the opposite but#she won't do a job without him.... so he begrudgingly allows it#and nina figures they might as well have fun'
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let's start a fun game while we're waiting for go2 !!! rb and in the tags claim a random minute (0-54 ?? that's the average episode length in s1 im pretty sure) from a random s2 episode (1-6), for example: episode 3, 32:54. then when you watch the season come back and say what scene you got (make sure to tag spoilers though) !!
#i do that with shows i like a lot#for example a year ago i did that with season 4 vol 2 of stranger things and i got eddies munsons death LMAOO#anyway i just think it's fun so im sharing my game idea with others who may want to participate :p#good omens#good omens 2#aziraphale#crowley#anthony j crowley#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#maggie good omens#nina good omens#nina x maggie#beelzebub good omens#gabriel/jim good omens#gabriel good omens#ineffable bureaucracy#muriel good omens#michael good omens#uriel good omens#good omens season 2#shax good omens#good omens s2#go2#aziraphale good omens#crowley good omens
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HOA Among Us Gameplay
Seasons Greetings! Are you a House of Anubis fan? Do you find yourself wanting a chance to experience being the characters themselves? Did you play the Among Us game at some point in your life? Do you want to unite with your fellow HOA fans and accuse them of murder?
Well, this is the place for you!
Listen, as Sibuna followers we’re on top of anything spooky and creepy. Let’s put ourselves to the test and have a nice gameplay of Among Us. Maybe three rounds, maybe more depending how we’re feeling after.
We play as characters, try to be in character for as long as possible. If you’re Fabian or Nina, be super sleuthy. If you’re Patricia never stop accusing people or causing fights. If you’re Jerome… you’re probably the impostor.
When?
On December 27th, on 5PM AST (time is a default and available to change if contacted) we shall connect and play a rousing game of Among Us, dress up and name ourselves after our chosen HOA character and figure out the two imposters among us. You heard that right, folks! Two imposters.
I will be posting the game entry code 10 minutes before we begin so everyone can get settled.
Which Among Us map will we explore?
Map will be The Airship (it has a very Anubis House vibe to it). But since it’s also larger than most, I suggest practice playing it solo. For more information, please DM me and I can teach you how. If not, the map can always go back to the original setting: The Skeld.
Now, who are you going to be?
There are 15 slots for a full Among Us gameplay and if we have more than 15 people interested, I suggest to repeat the activity with the others the next day on Dec. 23rd. Anyone interested in replaying can do so as well if there are slots available for the next day.
Until then, the characters provided are listed below. Please write in the replies if you are interested and which character you would like to play as! Remember that this is a commitment for December 22nd!
characters not available will be crossed off
Nina Martin - @incorrectsibunaquotes
Fabian Rutter - @fakeosirian
Patricia Williamson
Amber Millington - @find-y0ur-j0y
Alfie Lewis - @wolfblood-of-anubis
Jerome Clarke
Joy Mercer - @katexxr
Eddie Miller
KT Rush
Mara Jaffray
Willow Jenks
Mick Campbell
Trudy Rehmann
Victor Rodenmarr Jr.
Whoever picks this spot gets to choose from the rest of the many side characters/recurring characters over the years. Examples include but not limited to:
Poppy
Piper
Rufus
Sarah
Vera
Mr. Sweet
Mrs. Andrews
Benji
Evil RFS
Caroline Denby
Harriet Denby
Letdown
Chat option ideas:
- we can stick to the Among Us chat box
- or we can make a Discord call and all chat on it during voting and emergency meetings. Another fun thing about Discord is you can just type your message rather than speak if you don’t want to.
let’s explore the chaos of anubis house, shall we?
also, big thanks to @yackers for the hoa gifs, excellent as always!
@find-y0ur-j0y @frobisher-smythe @frobitcher-smythe @incorrectsibunaquotes @thechosenanubis @fakeosirian @joysmercer @joymercerssecretgf @tess-or-no @lialovesstuff @katexxr @dreaming-of-galaxies-and-stars @whispers-of-gallifrey @inseacure-possum @thereofrin @almostlikequake @sibunaaanubis @sibunator
#ive been wanting to do this for a while now and i hope you guys like the idea#among us solo is fun for the tasks but the idea of playing with ya’ll as hoa characters makes me wanna cry#spoiler: i’ve picked alfie; i wonder why; can you tell he’s my favorite#i have his outfit planned and everything#i am a-dog i need my j-meister now; who’s it gonna be#i had this idea that whoever ends up being the sibunas need to just lie a lot about what they were doing#house of anubis#sibuna#hoa#alfie lewis#eddie miller#fabian rutter#nina martin#patricia williamson#joy mercer#kt rush#amber millington#jerome clarke
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Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:
Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#lok malina#still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now#and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that#don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before#to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021#because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing#but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence#anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he#*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character#for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop#I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like#I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her#if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet#okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself#lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer#about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long#this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh#I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out#*surprising#less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know#anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous#her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this#and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning#I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭#I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb#okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary:#she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
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The more I think about it, the more I like the idea of Dina & Johnny Zest as an item. I think their personalities mesh well (especially since I don't view Dina as just a shallow & simple gold digger) and I also like the character development that'd come with her actively choosing a partner that not only isn't rich, but struggling.
She's definitely materialistic, loves luxury, loves being spoiled... but I also see her as ambitious and more than capable of making her own fortune, the faith in herself just isn't quite there and she's trying to hit an easy button. I feel like it'd be a relationship that'd push her more towards tapping into that part of herself and then I don't really view Johnny as a nothing. He's a hard worker and I think eventual success is a given, so overall I could see them ending up fairly well-off, and being each other's cheerleader along the way.
I think there's also something there about their place in their families. Johnny obviously has the shorter end of the stick but ironically enough even though I headcanon Dina as the one that gets more attention from men due partly to her more bubbly personality, which is something that gets under Nina's skin a bit, I view Nina as being more so the favorite growing up, at least with their mom, who I HC as Dina having a bit of a tense relationship with. So they both have mommy issues as far as I'm concerned
#babble#dina caliente#johnny zest#I see a lot of people HC Dina as the golden child and Nina as the black sheep but I always think abt that one story photo#of nina and their mom talking while dina just looks sad and left out#I feel like it also explains the positive memory of nina growing up badly since i could imagine dina having resentment over it#its also a nice mirror? for how I view the girls in their adult lives#they go after men together but Dina's much more popular and usually the one that's chosen#and it makes Nina feel some sort of way. Both bc it triggers general insecurity#and then bc i think while she enjoys more casual relationships and is generally a loner#there is a part of her that wants to be wanted in a deeper way#She's not desperate but it does suck seeing her sister have all these chances with men that sometimes do genuinely adore her
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OKAY BUT WHO IS THE JUDGE?
ME ! jk i couldn’t make that decision to save my life. we need someone unbiased . . but whomst.
#couldn’t be a straw hat or the kid pirates#making law do it#( he’d be so thrilled )#wait. who’s the chef for the heart pirates#maybe them#but then do they join in as well ?#there’s a lot of variables and i didn’t think it thru ok.#i just wanted 2 hot blondes to cook me food and try to fuck 😓#𐔌‧。˚ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅꜱ ֢#⋆˙ᰔ ֢ 𓂃 nina .ᐟ
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Marry Holidays, you filthy Animals!!
#i didnt change it in the blog thing bc o wanted to make the Home Alone quote word for word#but i wish everyone who doesnt do Christmas a happy December and happy holidays as well ofc <3#the idea for the Phamily is that the servants (minus tanaka and sebastian) were talking about how fun Christmas hats are and Ciel got them#for them + the snakes ofc (nina had a lot of work for those) and also Tanaka bc hes one of them#Not sebastian bc i couldnt really fit it in the pic (Ciel would get him one just to make fun of him irl tho tbh)#and not ciel bc “I'm the master of the house i gotta look respectable!!” (i couldnt fit the hat in the pic)#also its their first Christmas with Snake so thats the reason for the caption#okay thats all
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Being a writer is so hellish because one part of me is like "I wanna expand on this subject in my fic NOW!!!" And the other part of me is like "yeah but you should wait like. 10 chapters to make that anywhere near believable." And then a third part of me is like "actually you probably shouldn't include that at all because it feels off topic" aaaaaaAAAAAAA
#this is entirely about development of romantic arcs in my nina fic. man i want to write more of bido and dolcetto as frenemies#but the main chapter i have planned to discuss them and their relationships w greed is chapter 17.........#actually i just want to develop all of the relationships (of all forms) in the nest more.#currently having lots of greed and martel thoughts. i don't ship them at all but i do believe in greed having a minor onesided crush#and also them as friends. I've always thought of their relationship as tentative friendship that becomes slightly less tense as it goes on#fma#edit: I SHOULD CLARIFY THAT I AM NOT MAKING A ROMANTIC ARC BETWEEN BIDO AND DOLCETTO. IT'S JUST POLYAMORY DISCUSSION
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I used to have a really giant family like tons of tias and tios and cousins and i say used to cause like it seems like after my grandparents died on both sides both families seemed to never speak again and i had no chance to even try and keep hold of those ties i was in elementary school watching my parents marriage crash and burn in real time dealing with major death in the family and then subsequent family abandoning me at the tender age of 11. Hell my brothers were older and jumped ship it was just me and the horrors
#my moms dad and my dads mom were like the heads of their families and they both died really close to each other#but my grandma and a tio on my moms side died within 3 days of each other after being in hospice literally 3 doors away from each other#for months and my parents both took the roles of like taking care of everything and being the descision makers cause no one else would#which im sure was super traumatizing in everyway possible but their siblings both seemed to resent them in ways#when they didnt want to be those people but had to be and they arent even the oldest siblings they are both like 3rd youngest#but like it just ruined the families and me and mom and my dad were all at the hospital or hospice center for months#we were there every day and night i remember it so much i can get anywhere in any hospital in my town using the stairwells#like i knew them that well#it also likely ruined my parents marriage which was bumpy before the intense major tragedy#which like yaknow what fair it was a lot to deal with ontop of like trying to crawl ur way out of the recession#but after all was said and done i talk to no one on my dads side i bearly talk to my older brother#and i talk to like my nina and two tias on my moms side and occassionally a few cousins#when theyre arent being fucking insane and unhinged#idk i loved having a huge family the like going to 5 houses on christmas type#going to birthdays or weddings and seeing everyone taking at least 45 mins to say bye to everyone#and now its gone and i wont ever get it back#and its by no fault of my own cause i was literally 11 and every adult decided i was gonna pay the price too#like i think abt when i get married its not gonna be what i thought itd be or when i get my first movie in theatres#im not gonna have the major family celebration ill have all my friends which im so greafull for#but its not the same yaknow#and id love to have that relatiomship with my family again but like where do u start when its been over 10+ years#like they remember 11 year old me if they remember me#and thats part of the problem#like on my moms side specifically i have some family who acts like theyve never met me before when i used to see them every weekend#and it was a major failing on my part as an 11 year old for not keeping in touch even tho we did my mom calls everyone and she tried#but people didnt want to return it#and as for my dads side its the same and if it was a moral failing for me as an 11 yr old to not reach out and they didnt like my mom much#my grandma fucking loved her but the rest of the family didnt and like i lived w my mom and was fucking 11 i couldnt go anhwhere by myself#and i didnt like not being places without a parent and i hated sleepovers i refused and they took it so personal#and they stopped talking to my dad and bad mouthed him and still do nd ill never allow that around me my dad isnt perfect but hes a good man
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